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Date:2005-05-24 18:49
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I'm shutting down, pretty much everyone on here I already talk to on myspace, so it's been fun... some good times. So long.

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Date:2005-05-19 20:53
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Mood: busy

need a job, need to take classes, need to have fun this summer, need to quit smoking, need to sort out social life, need to stop rambling.

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Date:2005-05-11 05:18
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American Cities That Best Fit You:



90% New Orleans

60% Los Angeles

60% New York City

60% Philadelphia

60% San Francisco


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Date:2005-04-26 14:24
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Mood: sore

so, yeah, my knee is badly sprained... doctor said if I stayed on it, it would have broke... but I also have a torn muscle in addition to the sprain! sweet!

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Date:2005-04-17 16:13
Subject:my weekend
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Mood: good

this was a good weekend, hung out with the chelkie monster, went to border's, got free food and some bouncy balls to boot!

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Date:2005-03-25 01:53
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Mood: confused

so last night/morning amber made me realize I'll never get over ashley... I don't know whether that makes me glad or depressed.

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Date:2005-03-20 02:45
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Mood: drunk

kiss me with your cherry lipstick, never wash you off my face, hit me I can take your cheap shots, leave you with the love we made... give me everything you've got now, I don't feel a single thing, drag me out into the cold rain, let it hover over me..

and all the class!!Collapse )

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Date:2005-03-19 18:17
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going bowling, going to applebee's, getting drunk, playing beer pong.... my saturday night!

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Date:2005-03-16 20:56
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I hope pia is wrong.

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Date:2005-03-15 19:37
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Mood: naughty

oh jen, we're so naughty, haha.

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Date:2005-03-11 23:47
Subject:well if you carry on this way..
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Mood: discontent

so, I went to go to the convenient store just to get some coffee, but it ended up being something, I felt compelled to drive around... like I was looking for something or waiting for some epiphany, and I just started thinking what's wrong with me lately, I mean I know what it is but is that really all it is?... could one girl really make me feel this way about myself and this unsatisfied with her absence? I don't know and whatever I was looking for never showed itself... I drove past old friends' houses and old hangouts, but nothing came to me... I am just not where I want to be right now and I feel something in me stirring, I don't know what it is but hopefully whatever it brings about places me somewhere better than here.

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Date:2005-03-10 16:35
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Mood: cheerful

somehow I ended up promising Ashley I'd give her a lap dance in a thong and bow tie like a chippendale's dancer, I bet everyone is sick of hearing about Ashley, but I can't get her out of my head and me being able to sing EXACTLY like Chris Conley isn't helping.

Ever since I first saw you standing in the black frozen night, I've been blind, but I'm driving in the dark toward you, not stopping till I catch the sunlight in my eyes.

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Date:2005-03-08 17:22
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April 28th, Muse is coming! I'll kill them if they don't play 'stockholm syndrome.'

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Date:2005-03-07 00:47
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Mood: confused

fuck fuck fuck, I was doing so well.

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Date:2005-03-04 20:53
Subject:random picture thingamabob
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Mood: random

 

your gentleman caller...

 

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Date:2005-03-04 16:34
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Mood: good

haha.. I am in such a good mood right now, but I can't see why, I'll probably only tell pia... damn, I'd go crazy without her.

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Date:2005-03-04 14:51
Subject:last night
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so last night was interesting, it was like around 1am and brendan had katie over and dan came over also, and he and I both were craving cigarettes but had no money, but katie gave me $5 to get some and I would bum some to dan but the only store open 24 hours is walgreen's and there was no way we were walking that far in the cold, so then I was going to take her car but then somehow we ended up all going, and they just let us out at walgreen's and dan and I went inside, the lady asked for my ID because I look young, so dan was asking if he looked young and then said he was 35, anyway, after we walked out, I guess brendan thought it would be funny to leave us there, so we were all pissed but decided to grin and bear it and just find our way back, so we were walking down the middle of the street smoking, talking about 'an american werewolf in london' because of the whole sticking to the road scene in it, then brendan pulled up behind us and said we can't smoke in the car, and at the time we didn't want to give up our cigarettes and the cold didn't seem to bad, so we just said we'll walk, but like 5 seconds after, our hands started going numb and we were freezing and I was yelling for them to come back, then to make it worse, we saw the clock tower off in the distance which meant we had like 3/4 of a mile to go, so we were all bitching and yelling at every car that passed by and freezing our asses off, and then one of the cars stopped and we were like 'oh shit' but it turned out to be one of dan's friends and they gave us a ride, there was only room for me, so dan decided to ride on the back of the truck, and a couple cars passed and we were terrified that they would be police cars but they weren't, so we get back and dan's face in frozen in place, he has a big wet stain on his pants from the snow and we are just laughing our asses off, then I ended up forgetting my keys and it was like 2am by now and rarely anyone was going in or out, but luckily we found someone to let us in. Then we caused some havoc for brendan in revenge, it was just all hilarious.

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Date:2005-03-01 20:56
Subject:focus
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Mood: aggravated

I need to stop being so lazy when it comes to going to class. If I lose that scholarship my tuition will cost more. I can't allow that to happen... focus Matthew, FOCUS! Don't dwell on Ashley... that is so hard to do though..

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Date:2005-02-27 19:49
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Mood: blah

I wish I was in England so I could say, 'I'm going to step out and smoke a fag.'

I like parties but I don't like piñatas because they promote violence against flambouyant animals... 'hey there's a donkey with some pizazz.. let's kick his ass!'

I was in a card store the other day and it had 'Get Well Soon' greeting cards.. fuck that... get well now.

I'm excited because I got these new pajama pants with pockets, which is good because before I used to have to hold stuff while I was sleeping but now I can I just reach into my pocket like, 'where's my planner *reaches in pocket*..."keep sleeping".. all right.'

When you have a fat friend there are no seesaws, only catapults.

I like that 'I can't believe it's not butter' because when I'm having toast I like to be incredulous... 'how was breakfast?'...'unbelievable!'

I bought a cactus a while ago, but then a week later it died and it got me real depressed, because I was like damn, I'm less nurturing than a desert... ladies, that's not true.

I noticed there are no B batteries, and I think that is to avoid confusion because if there were, you wouldn't know when someone was stuttering.. 'yes, I would some B batteries.'... 'what kind?'... 'B batteries!'

I find it interesting that cologne rhymes with alone.

you know people say drunk drivers are dangerous, but I believe drunk back-seat drivers can be dangerous too, if they're persuasive.. 'dude, take a left.'... 'those are trees, man.'.... 'trust me...'

I don't like the word 'banana' because I never know when to end it.. 'bana... nope, keep going.... bananana.. damn!'

I always keep a lighter in my back pocket, I am a smoker but that's not why, I just really like certain songs.

I wonder what the smartest thing was that anyone said that started with the word 'dude'...'dude, these are isotopes.'.. 'dude, we removed your kidney, you're going to be fine.'... 'dude, I am so stocked to win this Nobel prize, I just want to thank Kevin, Turtle and all my homies.'

Swimming is a very confusing sport to me because sometimes you're doing it for fun but other times you're doing it to not die, so I go by the outfit.. 'pants... uh-oh.' ... 'bathing suit, all right.'... 'naked... we'll see.' should I start swimming faster, or am I getting laid?

'sort of' is such a harmless saying, it's just a filler, it doesn't really mean anything, but after certain words it means everything like 'I love you' or 'you're going to live.'

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Date:2005-02-26 23:34
Subject:out of here
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Mood: restless

I want to get out of ohio, I don't care where, I just want out of this place, out of this life.

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